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by Soapy » 28 Jan 2025, 18:56
Do What Thou Will - Episode 2
Keshawn knew the shot was short as soon as it left his hands, rushing into the paint in an attempt to grab his own rebound but Westchester’s big quickly brought the ball down, pushing it down the court before Tajh Ariza flushed it home, extending their lead.
“You’re good, Keshawn!” Elijah shouted from the stands, drown out by the raucous Comets’ fans.
Keshawn shook his head as the ball was inbounded, setting up office in the post as A.J. brought the ball up the court. Similar to the previous handful of possessions, the ball was fed into the post as Keshawn tried to go to work. He tried backing his defender into the post but with Westchester opting to play their strong and stout forward instead of Tajh or their lanky center, Keshawn wasn’t getting anywhere. He rose up instead, using his height advantage to get a clear look at the rim but the shot clanked out once more, leading to another easy bucket in transition for a Westchester squad that was way too athletic for Hampton, sans Keshawn, to be able to stop them on the fastbreak.
“Stick with it, big dog!” Elijah kept encouraging him to no avail.
Westchase’s lead kept growing and growing as Keshawn had no answers to the fresh, strong bodies that the Comets were deploying on him on defense. The offensive workload was starting to take a toll on him as he jogged back on defense, centering himself in the heart of their zone defense.
The ball rotated along the perimeter, reaching the weakside where Tajh made a quick move on his defender, blowing past him as he came barreling into the paint. Keshawn rotated over, frantically getting across the court to try to meet Tajh at the rim.
“Oh shit!”
The arena erupted as Keshawn fell on the ground to the sight of Tajh towering over him, flexing his muscles.
…
“I don’t want to hold you guys for too long,” Coach Stewie began, having already addressed the team on the court before they took the long bus ride back to campus, “We just got outplayed tonight, alright? Offensively, we looked a mess out there with no vision and no plan, alright? That’s on me, that’s on us as a coaching staff. Defensively, they just bested us. No way around that. They’ve got some high-major guys on their team but it can’t look like that, not if we want to make any sort of impact in the playoffs. Let’s regroup, heal up, focus up and lock in for these last few weeks because they’re the only ones we’re guaranteed.”
“Yes, coach,” the team said in unison as Keshawn hung around the back, holding a ice pack to his face, a lasting reminder of Tajh’s thundering dunk on him.
“Bring it in guys,” Coach Stewie held his hand up, only to be interrupted by Coach Bronstein.
“Boychick, you played like chicken shit, tonight,” his tone was low, almost conversational as his deep eyes pierced int Keshawn, “If I knew you were just some punk ass kid from the Hills, I wouldn’t be wasting my time with you. That was pathetic.”
Coach Bronstein walked out of the locker room, leaving the room in stunned silence as they awkwardly resumed the breakdown. Keshawn kept his eyes fixed on the floor, taking deep breaths to calm himself. Coach Bronstein was a tough coach and he had gotten used to it but he had never experienced anything like that before, publicly called out of his name in front of the entire team despite once again leading them in all categories, including minutes played, sitting out for only a minute per quarter.
Keshawn hurried his post-game routine, not bothering to shower as he threw on some sweats. Teammates would walk by and dap him up, telling him to keep his head up. He’d acknowledge them with a nod but keep it pushing, desperate to get out of the locker room. Part of him wished that Coach Bronstein would be waiting for him there, explaining to him that it was just a motivational tactic he used to fire the team up for the playoffs but no one was there as Keshawn began the long walk to the parking lot, just him and his thoughts.
He reached the parking lot where another larger-than-life personality was waiting for him.
“You want something to eat?” Elijah asked him as they entered the car, to which Keshawn shook his head, “Y’all didn’t look as bad as the score indicated, man, that’s a really good team from what I can tell.”
“Yeah,” Keshawn mumbled, wanting to be teleported into his bed. Truth be told, he’d prefer Gayle’s but between his father being in the house now when his mom worked the graveyard shift and Gayle seldomly answering his texts recently, he had taken enough losses for one night.
“In sports, sometimes you win, sometimes you lose,” Elijah continued, “It’s the nature of these things, only way it works. No one wins all the time. It’s why you have to set yourself up for life after basketball, Keshawn, this thing is so fickle, man.”
“I know, Dad,” Keshawn responded, not in the mood for a long lesson.
“I’m just saying,” Elijah thought better of it once he saw his son’s dejected face, “Anyways, you sure you don’t want nothing to eat? I ain’t exactly work on my culinary skills in the pen.”
Keshawn couldn’t help but laugh at the thought of his dad cooking up a prison meal like the ones he’d seen on documentaries, “Just Ramen Noodles?”
“That’s gold in there,” Elijah smiled, “My cellmate would cook every now and then. I ate it a few times but it wasn’t exactly the most aesthetically pleasing spread in the world.”
…
It was much easier to find this time around, despite it being at night. Gayle opened the door to the building, texting that she had arrived as she began the short walk to the studio. The ‘recording’ sign above the door was no longer lit and the door was unlocked as Gayle knocked on the door before pushing it open.
The vibes were different this time, no girls adorned on the couch, no weed being passed around. The once club lounge like atmosphere was replaced by an almost office-like vibe, clearly illuminated with some takeout boxes on the tables and DJ Cosmo hovering over the console, looking into the empty studio as if he was waiting for it to come to live.
“Hey Cosmo,” Gayle said sheepishly, unsure if he had heard her knocking.
“Glad you could make it,” DJ Cosmo turned around, reaching out his hand for a handshake, “You can call me Lamont, though.”
“Okay, Lamont,” a small smile crept on her face.
“Appreciate you coming so late,” he typed away on his laptop, pulling up the files from their last recording session, “It’s the only time I can get away.”
He pulled out his phone, showing Gayle his wallpaper of him, a woman and a toddler, the ring on his finger now noticeable, “Terrible twos, man. By the time we put him away, it’s damn near midnight so…thanks for being understanding.”
“Oh, no, not a problem,” she felt herself beginning to relax, taking a seat next to him, “You said you wanted to re-record some of the vocals?”
“Yeah, just give us some options,” he explained, “Your voice…it sounds good on the track so I’d like for us to play around with it a bit, see if we can maybe find a bigger role for you here.”
“A bigger role? I’m not really a rapper or an artist,” she contested.
“I’d hard call Tavon an artist either,” Lamont chuckled, leaning back into the office chair, “Most of these people aren’t artists.”
“Tavon?”
“Tay Dizzle,” he corrected himself, “Don’t get me wrong, the kid’s got character, spunk, a certain energy that he brings to a track, to a room. It’s infectious in his music, no doubt about that. But artistry? Well, I don’t know if it means much these days.”
Gayle wasn’t sure how to respond, her most recent songs played likely further his point. She looked around the room, looking for anything to help break the prolonged silence, “You’ve been producing for a while?”
“About ten years,” he tapped his fingers against the console to the tune of a simple beat, “Tried rapping for a little bit, that didn’t really work. Did some ghost writing, some collaborating and then finally figured I might as well get credit for this shit and been producing ever since.”
“You like it better? Producing?”
“I don’t know about better,” he shrugged, “It’s certainly more…limitless. Like as a rapper, you have your flow, your rhyming pattern that no matter how versatile you are, there’s only so many things you can do with your given abilities. As a producer? I can make a rock song tonight, a rap diss track tomorrow morning and work with an R&B singer by Wednesday.”
“And record my ad-libs,” she joked, feeling out of place as she looked at the plaques that were hung up on the studio walls.
“You’re goddamn right,” he laughed, “You ready to go?”