Jill stood against the wall outside the clerk of court's office with her briefcase in her right hand and her phone in her left, a manila folder tucked beneath her arm where it pressed flat against the fabric of her blazer..
The courthouse held its midday stillness. Through the wall behind her she could hear the low murmur of the clerk's office, voices running over each other beneath the hum of the fluorescents, a printer cycling through a job in the back.
The door to the clerk's office opened. Micah came through with her messenger bag on her shoulder, a thumb drive in her hand. She dropped it into the bag, her fingers working the clasp, her eyes on the buckle as she stepped into the hallway and pulled the door shut behind her.
Jill pushed off the wall and stepped out in front of her. She pulled the manila folder from beneath her arm and held it out.
Micah stopped. Her weight rocked back a half step, her hand still on the messenger bag's strap. "Oh, I didn't expect to see you there, Ms. Babin."
Jill smiled and nodded. "I heard today was the last day for them to get some of your records that you requested so I thought I'd come down and give you this."
Micah reached out and took the folder. She opened it, her thumb holding the cover back, and looked inside. Pages filled the folder, dozens of them, text running in tight columns across each sheet with defendants' names printed at the top corners and case numbers beneath them. Black bars crossed through certain lines but sat thin enough that the text bled through the redaction in places. Micah's eyes moved down the first page, then the second, her fingers separating the sheets.
"What's this?"
"Something to help you with your reporting for your story."
Micah flipped through the pages again, her thumb catching the corner of each one and pulling it forward. Name after name, case numbers running sequential and non-sequential. She looked up from the folder.
"Is this supposed to be public record? Can you comment on any of this?"
Jill let a beat pass. "It's some of the same stuff you were requesting from the clerk. I just may have not redacted it as well."
Micah nodded. She closed the folder and slipped it into the messenger bag beside the thumb drive, the flap coming down over both. The buckle clicked once as she fastened it. She looked back up at Jill, her chin lifting a fraction.
"You know I'm not going to write this however you want it to be written just because you brought it to me, right?"
Jill smiled. "I wouldn't have brought it to you if I thought you were just going to write it to make the District Attorney's office look good. I know you have certain standards to uphold and I expect you to do just that."
Micah's hand adjusted on the messenger bag's strap, her fingers resettling around the canvas. "I'm going to want to interview you and any other prosecutors that worked on these cases for the story."
"Just call my office and make an appointment. I'll be sure to make myself available."
Jill turned and took a step down the hallway, her heels striking the tile in a steady rhythm, the briefcase swinging once at her side before it settled against her leg.
"Ms. Babin?"
Jill looked back over her shoulder.
"What is it exactly that you're trying to get from giving me this?"
Jill held her gaze for a beat.
"Justice is only ever delayed, Micah. Never denied."
~~~
Mireya sat in the leather chair with her weight settled into the back of it, her legs crossed, her hands resting on the armrests.
Fernanda studied Mireya's face for a beat. "You look more stressed than usual."
Mireya snorted a laugh. "How stressed do I normally look?"
"More stressed than a twenty-one-year-old should look, even one that's a mother of two."
Mireya's eyes moved to the window behind Fernanda, to the grey light, to the condensation that had gathered along the bottom of the pane where the warmth of the office met the cold outside.
"I don't know. I think I'm just tired from all of the traveling. All of the being 'on' all the time even though I'm just getting pulled into random pictures so Caine's brand manager doesn't get pissed off."
Fernanda's head tipped a fraction. "What do you have to do with Caine's brand manager?"
"I don't think she'd really get pissed off. Maybe she would. I guess I would if it was my job to make him look good. I don't know." Mireya's thumb found the seam of the armrest, her nail tracing the stitching where the leather met the piping. "But he won't play the evil baby mama card so I gotta be in the pictures."
"It's important to you to not come across as vindictive or hostile toward Caine, especially in the public. It would make sense that these last couple of weeks would take a lot of mental energy to get through while dealing with your own emotions."
"I didn't really have any emotions to deal with."
Fernanda let a beat pass. "So, you didn't care that you were being relegated to just the significant other in the pictures?"
Mireya's jaw shifted once "Well, I'm not the significant other. That's Autumn. And she ain't look too worried about it."
"That doesn't make you any less significant." Fernanda's weight came forward a degree in the chair, her shoulders leaving the back of it. "I watched Caine's speech. He mentioned you second, only after his mother. That was an intentional choice especially when he could've lumped you in with your daughters."
Mireya looked at the carpet between them. Her fingers adjusted on the armrest, her thumb pressing once into the leather before it settled.
"If he hadn't mentioned me in that damn speech then my phone wouldn't be blowing up every second with notifications of men from all over the country trying to slide into my DMs."
Fernanda's eyebrow rose. "Has that been happening?"
Mireya nodded. "I could probably make a bunch of money off them if I wanted to."
Fernanda's mouth pressed flat. "You shouldn't do that. That would be backsliding."
"They're walking right into it. That's not my fault."
"I thought you were worried about being outed."
Mireya shrugged, her shoulders lifting once and dropping. Her eyes came off the carpet and found Fernanda's face. "I am. But now I'm just the baby mama hanging on to get his money so people's opinion of me already dropping lower so what difference does it make?"
Fernanda held her gaze.
"It makes a difference to you."
Mireya shrugged again.
~~~
Ramon drove with one hand on the wheel, the two-lane road running straight between a bayou on the left and sugar cane on the right, the stalks standing thick and tall in rows that stretched back from the shoulder until they broke against a tree line a quarter mile off. The water in the bayou sat flat and dark, the surface holding the grey of the sky, cypress knees poking up near the bank where the mud had gone soft.
Tyree reached across from the passenger seat and tapped Ramon's phone in the cupholder, the screen lighting with the GPS route.
"Bruh, where the fuck these niggas got us?"
Bodie's voice came from the back seat, his shoulder pressed against the door behind Ramon. "That's how a nigga been feeling ever since me and E came cross the river into this podunk fucking state."
Ramon's eyes stayed on the road, the sugar cane running at the edge of his vision in a blur of brown and green. "Nigga, you live in Texas. One or two cities ain't saving that shit from being country."
"It ain't this."
E.J. sat beside Bodie in the back, his window down an inch, the cold pushing in through the gap. "You just ain't going where it's like this."
The GPS spoke from the cupholder, telling him to turn right in five hundred feet. The turn came up on the right side of the road, a paved street branching off the highway. Ramon slowed and took the turn. The car rocked once over the seam where the asphalt met the side road, the tires catching the rougher pavement, and straightened out.
Four houses sat a mile down the road, two on each side, set back from the pavement with gravel driveways. As the car closed the distance, two men came out of one of the near houses, both of them reaching their hands under their hoodies, their bodies turning to face the road.
Ramon's jaw set. "I hope you remembered to load them guns before we left the city."
Tyree reached between the seat and the console, his hand finding the grip of his pistol. He pulled it free and set it flat on his lap. "I always got my shit loaded."
E.J. sucked his teeth from the back seat. "We really about to get gunned down here in the fucking boonies."
Ramon followed the GPS past the first two houses, the two men tracking the car with their hands still under their hoodies. The road opened into a cul-de-sac where the other two houses sat, bigger than the first pair, the driveways wider, the yards running deeper before they hit the tree line at the back. A young man stood in the grass outside the near house next to a Pomeranian that was squatting in the yard, a pooper scooper in one hand and a blunt in the other, the smoke curling up past his face in a thin line.
Ramon killed the engine. He looked at Tyree, then checked the rearview where E.J. and Bodie sat. Then he opened his door. All four of them got out, doors opening in a staggered sequence, and tucked their guns into their waistbands, pulling their shirts over the grips.
The young man with the Pomeranian looked at the four of them standing in his cul-de-sac. "Who y'all?"
Tyree stepped forward. "I'm the nigga you shot at."
The young man pointed to himself with the hand holding the blunt, the cherry glowing at the tip. "Me? I ain't shot at nobody recently."
Ramon looked at Tyree, then at E.J. and Bodie, then back at the young man. "Is you Rome or Ro?"
"I'm Rome." He pointed to the other house with the pooper scooper, where another young man was coming down off the porch, his jaw set. "That's Ro."
Ro crossed the yard and stopped at the edge of the driveway, his weight settling back onto his heels. "Fuck y'all niggas want?"
Tyree stepped forward again. "I don't care who neither one of you niggas is. Which one of y'all shot at me?"
Bodie shook his head behind them. "You really a detective, my nigga."
Ro's chin lifted a fraction. "That was your people, bitch."
Ramon's eyebrow rose. "Our people?"
Ro nodded. "Them New Orleans niggas. We just trying to do business."
A young Black woman walked out of the house behind Rome, the screen door catching behind her. She crossed the grass to where Rome stood and said something to him that Ramon caught only the tone of, low and quick. Rome nodded. She turned and walked off, calling the Pomeranian by name. The dog lifted its head from the grass and trotted after her, its nails clicking on the driveway as it went.
Rome watched her go, then turned back. "Me and my brother ain't trying to start no shit with some niggas we can't afford to go to war with. We ain't shoot at y'all."
E.J.'s weight shifted beside Bodie. "Who it was then?"
"Information got a price, nigga," Ro said.
Ramon's jaw worked once. "We already know who it is. We just letting y'all say it."
Tyree's hand moved toward his waistband. "Fuck that. Just shoot these niggas."
Ro snorted a laugh. "You way down the bayou, nigga. You ain't making it out of here."
Rome held a hand out. "Ain't no need for all that. You want to talk? We can talk."
"Y'all lying," Tyree said.
Ramon shook his head. "I'll hear you out. But I'm shooting y'all niggas if I don't like what y'all say."
Rome's eyes moved from Ramon to Tyree to E.J. to Bodie, reading each of them in turn. The blunt burned between his fingers, the smoke rising thin in the cold air. "Alright then. Let's talk about your problem in New Orleans."
~~~
Caine sat at the outdoor table in the Tates' backyard with a plate of grilled chicken and roasted vegetables in front of him, the food still pushing heat into the air above it. Autumn sat beside him, her plate half-finished, a glass of lemonade sweating at her elbow, the ice catching the midday sun where it pressed down on the patio. Nadine and Garrison sat across from them, Garrison at the head of the table with his napkin laid across one knee, Nadine beside him with her reading glasses pushed up onto her head, the chain hanging loose against her collar.
Caine could feel the jeat on his forearms where his sleeves were pushed back, on the tops of his hands resting beside his plate. He cut a piece of the chicken and brought it to his mouth.
Garrison set his fork down and leaned back in his chair, his hand settling on the table beside his plate. "How does it feel to be the best college football player in the country?"
Caine finished chewing and swallowed. "It's crazy. I ain't even gonna lie to you. Doing it here at SC is different, too, because it ain't just a dude or two who got a Heisman."
Nadine nodded, her glass lifting from the table, the condensation leaving a ring on the stone. "You definitely had big shoes to fill when you got here."
Autumn's hand found Caine's forearm on the table, her fingers resting for a beat before they came back to her glass. "Caine was never going to shy away from the challenge, though. Right, bae?"
Caine held a hand up, his palm out, the gesture easy. "You know me. I ain't know bi—punk."
Garrison laughed. His hand came off the table and pointed at Caine. "You know, you might have a career in politics when you decide to hang up the cleats."
Nadine rolled her eyes, her glass coming back down to the table. "Could you stop trying to recruit candidates for at least one meal?"
Garrison's weight came forward in his chair, his elbows finding the table, the napkin shifting on his knee. "I'm being serious. When you've got the breath of fresh air, down to the Earth, everyman thing going on? The DNC doesn't have that right now. All they have are milquetoast white men who get angry when they don't win the Black vote." He leaned further across the table and gestured at Caine with his fork. "Caine? Caine would win the Black vote."
Autumn raised an eyebrow, her lemonade pausing halfway to her mouth. "I don't think Caine's politically motivated enough."
Caine snorted a laugh. "Not at all. They put me in jail for the crimes I committed."
Garrison nodded, the fork resting in his hand. He let a beat pass. "That's a fair point, but it's just something to think about. If the RNC can run whatever house nigga that wants to make massa happy then the very least the DNC can do is run Black people who are committed to advancing the cause of our people."
Nadine set her glass down with a soft click against the stone. "Alright, now. Don't get on your soapbox. We've all heard it a million times before."
Garrison held his hands up. "Y'all know me. I'm always planning ahead."
"You're forgetting, daddy, that Caine's going to be playing in the NFL for the next fifteen, twenty years." Autumn's body turned toward her father, one arm resting on the back of her chair. "That's a lot of time for the country to change and the DNC to get their heads out of their asses."
"You're right. As usual." Garrison's hands came back to the table, the fork settling beside his plate. "I guess I'll just stick to my original plan of getting you to D.C. so people forget how terrible of a senator Kamala was."
Nadine's head turned toward him, her eyes narrowing. "Don't be talking about our soror, now."
Autumn laughed. "For real. That's Madame Vice President to you."
Garrison looked across the table at Caine, his eyebrows rising, his mouth pulling flat. "A little backup here?"
Caine laughed. "You on your own. I don't know nothing about that."
~~~
Sena pushed the front door open and stepped into the foyer, the warmth of the house meeting her at the threshold. She slipped her shoes off and set them on the rack beside her mother's house shoes and her father's work boots. T
Minji came around the corner from the hallway with her house shoes scuffing the floor, her hair down past her shoulders. She reached Sena and pulled her in, her arms wrapping around Sena's shoulders, her chin pressing against the side of Sena's head.
Sena's body stiffened. Her shoulders drew up a fraction, her hands caught at her sides, her ribs locked against the pressure. The hug held for a beat with Sena rigid inside it. Then her hands came up and she put her arms around her mother's back, her palms pressing flat between Minji's shoulder blades.
They pulled apart. Minji's hands stayed on Sena's upper arms, her fingers gripping the fabric of her jacket, her eyes moving across Sena's face.
"I'm sorry for how I reacted to you, gongju. I just wasn't expecting you to—to—" Her mouth worked around the word she couldn't find.
"Be a lesbian?"
Minji nodded, her fingers tightening on Sena's arms before they loosened. "Yes. I don't want you to think that we don't love you because of that."
"I know you and appa love me."
Minji's hands came off Sena's arms. She gestured toward the couch in the living room, her body turning to guide Sena across the floor. They walked together, Minji's hand finding the small of Sena's back for a beat, and sat down side by side, the cushion giving under their weight.
"Your father is still angry. I won't lie." Minji's hands settled in her own lap, one over the other. "But not because of who you love, because you lied to us. I want to understand why you felt like you couldn't come to us and tell us the truth."
Sena sighed. Her eyes went to the carpet. "I don't know."
"It's not a phase?" Minji's voice came careful, measured. "You used to date boys."
Sena shook her head. "That was the phase. I've always been this way."
Minji nodded. Her fingers adjusted over each other in her lap, the wedding band turning once on her finger.
"Can you tell me more about Mireya? Does she treat you well?"
"Mireya has been through a lot. She has her moments but more than not, yes, she does."
"Your father is going to want to meet her parents."
Sena's jaw worked once. She looked at her hands in her lap, at her fingers laced against her thighs. "Her father left when she was young. Went back to Mexico. And she's not close to her mother, but that's not my business to tell."
"She doesn't have anyone helping her?"
Sena paused. "Her children's father's mother."
Minji reached over and took Sena's hand in both of hers, her fingers wrapping around Sena's palm.
"Sena, I don't like this for you. I'm trying to understand who you love and who you are, but something about this woman doesn't seem good for you."
"Eomma, she's the first woman to openly love me. I have to see if this can be something that is long term."
"You should find someone who doesn't have the baggage. You are young. You are beautiful. There is someone who can just be for you and not have all this other stuff."
Sena closed her eyes. She held them shut for a beat then she opened them and looked at Minji's face.
"You have to let me do this, Eomma."
Minji nodded, her fingers pressing once around Sena's hand before they settled. "I can't make any promises, but I'll try. I just want you to be happy."
"I'm trying. I really am. And I think Mireya is part of that."







