Dum Licuit
Caine heard the knock right before Camila’s laugh. He pushed himself up from the couch, wiped his palm absently on his shorts, and crossed the small living room.
He unlocked the deadbolt and pulled the door open.
Sara stood closest to the frame, shoulders already pulled in from the chill. Mireya was just behind her with Camila hooked on one hip, curls wild from the drive, a pink jacket half-zipped.
Before anyone spoke, Camila twisted hard. She wiggled out of Mireya’s arms, feet thumping against Mireya’s thighs as she kicked free. The second her sneakers hit the sidewalk, she bolted the short distance to him.
“Daddy, up,” she said, fingers grabbing for his shirt.
Caine couldn’t help the laugh that came out of him. “Aight, aight. Come on, mamas.” He bent and scooped her up, settling her on his forearm like he’d been waiting with that space open for her. She wrapped both arms around his neck and buried her face into the side of it, breath warm against his skin, her little hands locking tight at his nape.
“Hi, mijo,” Sara said as she and Mireya stepped past him into the apartment.
She reached around Camila’s body, hugging Caine in close from the side. Her cheek brushed his jaw when she kissed him. “She missed you, mijo. Couldn’t stop talking about it all the way here.”
Caine tightened his hold on Camila for a second and let the door fall most of the way shut with his foot. “Y’all the ones said y’all needed a break from coming here every week,” he said. “I was fucking with it.”
Sara gave him a quick look at his language, mouth pulling, then rolled her eyes and shook her head. “Don’t start,” she said, already shifting around him toward the hallway. “I have to use the bathroom.”
Mireya lingered a step inside, hand on the strap of her bag. Her cropped Golden Goose sweater hit just above her ribs, soft gray with the logo small at the hem, and the black leggings under it cut clean down to her sneakers.
Caine shifted Camila higher on his arm, then reached out with his free hand and caught Mireya’s fingers. He pulled her toward him until she bumped his chest.
“Come here,” he said.
His arm slid around her lower back, palm resting low on her hip. Despite herself, she leaned into him, hip finding his, shoulder brushing his chest, the smallest exhale leaving her as she let her weight settle there.
He glanced down at her outfit again. “¿Cuándo empezaste a usar esto?” he asked, mouth curving.
Mireya lifted one shoulder. “Depop tiene buenas ofertas,” she said, tone light.
He laughed, a low, familiar sound against her hair. “¿Y de quién es la feria que estás utilizando para esos buenos negocios?”
She didn’t even blink. “Tuyo, por supuesto.” Her mouth tugged a little higher at one corner. “Espera a ver la lencería que compré.”
Caine’s hand tightened at her back, pulling her closer into his side. Camila stayed latched to his neck, content, weight solid and warm.
“Oh yeah?” he said, voice dropping without him meaning it to.
The sound of wheels rattling over concrete cut through the room. Something hard bumped a crack outside, then rolled again. Caine’s head turned toward the door on reflex.
Through the narrow window beside it, he caught the sight of a suitcase tilting behind a body jogging across the parking lot. Saul came into view, hoodie half-zipped, shoulders working under the weight of his own bag as he made his way toward the unit.
Caine’s brows pulled in. “What’s he doing here?” he asked, eyes still on the glass.
Mireya followed his look and blew out a slow breath. “Your mamá just showed up with him,” she said. “I didn’t ask.”
Saul hit the walkway and lifted his hand once in a small wave before opening the door the rest of the way and stepping inside, dragging the suitcase over the threshold so the wheels didn’t bang the frame.
“Oye, primo,” he said, a little out of breath but smiling. “You good?”
Caine shifted his grip on Camila and straightened, letting his arm fall from Mireya’s back but keeping her close at his side.
“Yeah,” he said with a short nod. “C’mon. We letting the heat out.”
Saul stepped in farther and pulled the door in behind him until it latched.
Sara came out of the hallway then, drying her hands on a towel. She clocked Saul by the table and Caine with Camila anchored on his forearm and Mireya at his side, then stepped aside for Mireya to pass.
“I’m gonna use it,” Mireya said, nodding toward the bathroom.
She slipped under Caine’s arm, fingers skimming his wrist as she went, and disappeared down the short hall.
Saul took an open chair at the kitchen table, legs scraping a protest against the floor. He set his phone face down, then braced his forearms on his thighs, hands linked, eyes moving between Caine and the trophies over the fridge.
Caine shifted his weight and walked them over toward his mother, planting a few quick kisses on Camila’s forehead on the way. She giggled against his neck, arms squeezing tighter, her sneakers thumping gently against his side.
“Fuck is he doing here?” Caine asked Sara, keeping his voice low.
Sara gave him a look for the language again, but softer this time. “You need to talk to him,” she said.
“¿Sobre qué?” he asked.
Sara leaned around him to see past his shoulder. “Saulito,” she called, voice warm. “Tell Caine.”
Saul rubbed the back of his neck, fingers worrying at the edge of his. His knee bounced once under the table, then stilled.
“So, uh,” he said, eyes landing on Caine and skimming away before coming back, “I kinda got, I mean, I got my girlfriend pregnant.”
The words hung for a second.
Caine looked from Saul to Sara. She just lifted one shoulder in a small shrug, hands open. He looked back at Saul, took in the tight set of his mouth, the way he held himself on the edge of the chair.
Caine huffed out a laugh. “Who the fuck let you lay on top of them and knock them up?” he asked.
Sara’s palm found the back of his head in a quick smack. “Basta ya,” she said, giving him a warning look.
Saul let the joke slide. He kept his focus on the floor for a beat, then lifted his gaze again. “I was wondering if I could, like, talk to you,” he said. “Sometimes this weekend. If it’s cool. About like, being a dad.”
Caine felt Camila shift against his chest, her fingers opening and closing on his collar. He glanced down at her curls spread against his shirt, then back at Sara. She held her hand out, flat, palm up toward Saul.
He let out a slow breath through his nose. “Yeah, I got you, primo,” he said. “Tomorrow, we’ll go grab something to eat or some shit.”
Saul’s shoulders dropped a fraction. He smiled, relief clear on his face. “Thanks, bro,” he said.
Caine just nodded once. He leaned back a little to get a better look at the small face pressed against his neck. “You miss me, mi vida?” he asked.
Camila nodded against his skin without lifting her head.
Caine laughed, the sound low and easy in his chest.
~~~
Trell stood along the back fence with one shoulder touching the post, the mug warm in his hand. The morning still carried leftover cold from the night. It moved off Bayou St. John in small cuts, sliding through the fence and under the hem of his hoodie. He watched the water instead of the houses across it, eyes on the slow pull of the current and the weak strip of light running along the surface.
The grass in the yard was short and damp. Dew clung to the blades and darkened the toes of his slides. Behind him the pool sat flat and pale, the winter color on it dull. Leaves that had blown in overnight floated near the edge, gathered against the skimmer basket because nobody had fished them out yet. The trees lining the fence showed more branch than green, leaves just starting to come back in on the skinny tips.
He lifted the mug and took a long sip. The coffee was hot and strong, bitter in a way he knew. It spread warmth down his chest and pushed back at the cold sitting under his skin. He let the air sit in his lungs for a second before he exhaled, breath a faint cloud that vanished quick.
Behind him he heard the back door open. The sound of it sliding along the track cut across the quiet. Another second and there were footsteps, two sets, heels and sneakers knocking against the concrete of the patio. The rhythm said they weren’t in a hurry.
Trell didn’t turn right away. He took another drink first, finished the swallow, then turned his head and his body slow.
Cass crossed the yard in a straight line, a long coat open enough at the bottom to show the dress under it, bare legs catching the cold air. Her hair was tied up, edges laid, lips already glossed. The woman beside her, the one she’d brought to the trap, Tiff, walked a half step back, two small duffel bags hooked in her hands. They bounced against her calves each time she stepped. Both women followed the path around the pool, skirting the water without looking down at it, attention on him.
Trell watched them come, mug lifted at his chest. His face stayed easy and unreadable.
“You ditch that nigga you had watching your back for a bitch?” he asked when they got close enough.
Cass’s mouth twitched. She glanced at Tiff once, then held a hand out toward him, palm up. “That’s no way to speak to a lady early in the morning, Trell,” she said.
He didn’t answer. He took another sip instead, eyes on her over the rim of the mug.
Cass let her hand drop. “I brought you something ‘cause I need you to flip this,” she said.
Tiff moved as Cass spoke. She stepped away from them to one of the loungers near the pool and set both duffel bags down on the cushion. The zipper sounded loud in the yard when she pulled it, teeth separating in a clean line. She reached in and came back up with a vacuum sealed stack of money. The plastic caught the weak sun and flashed once.
Trell’s gaze tracked the brick of cash from the bag to Tiff’s hand. He let his eyes pass over her face after, taking her in now that she was closer
“That’s a lot of fucking money for someone just robbing crackers in the Quarter,” he said.
Cass’s head tipped, chin lifting with it. “Tiff’s cousin lives in Little Rock and he’s been hooking her up with some work to move,” she said. “So, we not just robbing them crackers. They buying powder from us, too.”
Trell shifted his attention to Tiff again. “Little Rock, huh?” he asked.
Tiff nodded once. “He a little country, but he got some niggas he know in Memphis and they front him,” she said. Her fingers adjusted on the stack, thumbs pressing into the plastic, checking the give without really looking at it.
“What’s his name?” Trell asked.
“They call him Meechie,” Tiff said.
The breeze came across the yard again, colder in the space between them now that they were quiet. Trell’s hoodie moved a little at the hem. He didn’t look away from Tiff until he was ready.
He pushed off the fence and walked over to the lounger. The duffel bags sat open, dark mouths showing rows of plastic-wrapped money inside. He reached in and pulled out another stack, tossing it in his hand just enough to feel the weight and density. The bills thudded soft against his palm.
He dropped the stack back in the bag and smoothed the top of it with his fingers, then flipped the flap closed without zipping it. The smell of the bayou came in on the next wind, damp and faintly sour, mixing with the sharper scent of coffee drifting up from his mug when he picked it back up.
Cass watched him from a few feet away, arms crossed under her chest now, coat gaping open. Tiff stayed where she was, chin a little higher, waiting.
“So, you gonna help us or not?” Cass asked.
Trell looked at her over the rim again, face still even. “Let me think about it,” he said.
Cass breathed out through her nose, a small sound. She cut her eyes at Tiff, then back to him. “We could help you think about that a little quicker,” she said.
One of his eyebrows lifted. “That’s what we doing this morning?” he asked.
Cass’s mouth curved. She turned a little, putting her back to the fence and the bayou, and lifted her hand in a lazy wave for Tiff to follow. “We gonna go have some fun in your bed,” she said. “You can come if you want.”
Tiff grabbed the handles of the duffel bags again, but left them on the lounger for the moment. She fell in behind Cass as they headed back across the yard. The two of them cut the same path they’d taken in, feet whispering over the grass, then the flat clap of soles on concrete as they hit the patio.
Trell watched them until the sliding glass door opened again. Cass didn’t look back when she pulled it. Tiff only glanced once over her shoulder, a quick measure, before she stepped inside behind her. The door shut, muting the house again, his yard falling back to quiet.
He let the quiet sit. The bayou moved on at its same slow pace. A bird cut over the water in the distance, wings working slow in the cold.
Trell shifted the mug to his other hand and reached into his pocket. One of his phones sat there, case familiar under his fingertips. He pulled it out, unlocked the screen with his thumb, and opened the thread he wanted.
His thumbs moved without hurry.
See if anyone know a nigga named Meechie in Little Rock, he typed to Ant.
He hit send and watched the message go through, the screen washing it in blue. He didn’t wait for the dots to pop up. He slid the phone back into his pocket, the weight of it settling against his thigh, and then he pushed off the fence and started walking toward the house himself.
~~~
Caine sat with his back to the brick wall, chair tilted just enough that he could stretch his legs under the metal table. The air carried grease and cilantro and the faint sweetness of frozen margarita mix from inside. The Tex-Mex spot’s front window was open, workers sliding paper-lined baskets and foil-wrapped burritos across the counter to a steady line of students. The speaker over the window played some pop song he didn’t know, bass thin under the tinny vocals.
Girls in oversized sweatshirts and tight leggings clustered in front of the window, shuffling forward, phones in hand. A couple of them already had their food and were walking back toward the tables, laughing at something on a screen, ponytails swinging. The patio buzzed with conversation, metal chairs scraping against concrete.
Saul sat across from Caine, tray pushed closer to the middle of the table than to himself. He kept looking past his food, eyes tracking the groups of college girls as they crossed the patio. His gaze followed the way the leggings fit, the curve of asses when they turned, the way they leaned into each other as they talked.
Caine watched him look for a second, then shook his head.
“Ain’t you just tell me yesterday that you got a kid on the way,” he said, “and you out here looking at all this sorority girl ass?”
Saul tore his eyes away and laughed, shaking his head. “You know New Orleans isn’t the same way,” he said. “Not like this.”
Caine picked up his taco, the tortilla already softening where the juice had soaked through. He took a bite, chewed once, then spoke around it. “If you looking for white bitches, just say that, bruh.”
Saul’s mouth pulled into a grin. “Well, my girl is white.”
Caine frowned, cutting his look across the table at him. “Thought you was with that Black chick? Zoe, right?”
Saul shook his head, the smile dimming. “Nah, we broke up,” he said. “She didn’t like what I said after we were having sex and the condom broke.”
Caine snorted a short laugh, eyebrows pulling up. “¿Qué coño has dicho?”
Saul leaned back in his chair a little, shoulders hunching up. “That it wouldn’t be so bad if she got pregnant.”
Caine stared at him. The noise of the patio kept going around them, but the space between the two of them tightened. He didn’t say anything for a long beat. Then he slapped the taco down into the tray, meat spilling out onto the paper.
“Bruh, that’s fucking wild,” he said. “Why the fuck would you say that?”
Saul lifted his hands halfway, then dropped them to his thighs. “Because it was true in my head.”
Caine let out a heavy breath, looking away for a second toward the line at the window. A girl in a sorority T-shirt stepped up to grab her order, laughing with the worker handing it to her. He dragged his attention back to Saul.
“That don’t make it any less fucking stupid,” he said. “Her ass was probably scared and you up there saying dumb shit.”
Saul just shrugged, mouth pressing flat. His tray still had untouched tacos on it, steam fading off the meat in the cool air.
A group at the next table over burst out laughing, one of the girls nearly tipping her drink. The hard plastic cups on their table knocked together. One of them pushed her chair back and stood, brushing crumbs off her leggings, then walked toward the condiment station near Caine and Saul’s table.
The salsa trays sat between their baskets. The girl paused, then leaned in toward Caine, body angling over his shoulder, the press of her torso brushing his arm. She smelled like vanilla and cheap perfume.
“You using this?” she asked, pointing at the salsa verde in front of him.
Caine shook his head. “Nah.”
He picked up the little plastic cup and held it out to her. Their fingers brushed when she took it from him. She smiled at him, eyes sticking on his face just a second longer than polite. “Thanks,” she said, then turned and walked back to her table.
Saul watched her go, then looked back at Caine with a crooked grin. “You’re like a celebrity or some shit around here, huh?”
Caine sucked his teeth. “Or some shit,” he said.
Saul sat back and looked around again, taking in the hats and jerseys, the Georgia Southern logos everywhere.
“I should’ve kept playing soccer when I was a kid,” he said. “I could be like you.”
Caine laughed, shaking his head. “Ain’t nobody watching college soccer like that, primo.”
Saul nodded once. “Yeah, you right.” He went quiet for a second, then asked, “So, how’d you manage it? Being a father so young.”
Caine’s face flattened. “Carjacking motherfuckers,” he said. “Slanging dope. That’s how. Don’t do what I did. You about to graduate, be 18. Just go apply to a fucking job.”
Saul picked at the edge of his napkin, rolling it between his fingers. “What if that’s not enough?” he asked.
Caine leaned back in his chair, the metal creaking a little. “Your girl. She come from a good family?”
Saul nodded. “Yeah. Her mom is like a teacher and her dad works for the parish in Ascension.”
Caine reached for his taco again, fingers smearing through the spilled filling as he gathered it back into the tortilla. “Then ain’t no such thing as not enough,” he said. “They gonna have it.”
Saul’s jaw worked. “I don’t want to feel like a deadbeat though,” he said.
“If you working, you ain’t a deadbeat,” Caine said.
Saul hesitated, then pushed his tray back an inch. “What if I sold a little weed?” he asked. “Nothing serious. Just to get some extra money.”
Caine laughed, low, shaking his head. “You ain’t built for that.”
Saul frowned. “I know this dude Ethan that I go to school with,” he said. “Some white boy. He sells weed. He ain’t no gangster.”
“I still wouldn’t do it,” Caine said.
“C’mon, man,” Saul said, leaning in a little.
Caine wiped his thumb along the side of his taco where the salsa had dripped and then licked it off. “Where Ethan get his weed?” he asked.
Saul shrugged. “I don’t know. I don’t know him like that.”
Caine watched him for a second. “Find out,” he said. “Get that person to cut Ethan off. Sell to Ethan. No one else.”
Saul blinked, head tilting. “How I’m supposed to do that?”
Caine paused, gears turning in his head. “Just get me a name,” he said. “I’ll get it handled.”
“How?” Saul asked.
Caine shook his head once, cutting the question off. “Just make sure you ain’t got no guns and no money with the work,” he said. “Never have all that shit in the same place.”
Saul nodded slowly. “Aight.”
Caine opened his mouth, caught himself, then shook his head. “Get a fucking job though,” he said.
Saul huffed a small laugh and was about to say something back when a girl walked past their table, her leggings bright and tight, hair shining in the sun. His eyes tracked her automatically.
Caine just shook his head.
~~~
Mireya sat sunk into the deep gray couch in Caine’s living room, the laptop balanced across her thighs. The screen’s glow washed over her face, highlighting the tight line of her mouth and the small furrow in her brow. Her fingers hit the keys in fast bursts, stopping only long enough for her to reread a sentence, delete half of it, and start again. The paper’s deadline sat at the back of her mind.
The apartment around them was open and quiet. The big window behind the loveseat pulled in a pale strip of afternoon light, cutting across the rug and the low coffee table between the two couches. The TV on the wall stayed off, its black surface reflecting a faint, warped version of the room. Camila’s toys were stacked in a plastic bin under the window, a doll stroller tipped on its side next to it from where she’d abandoned it before her nap.
Sara sat on the loveseat, legs curled under her, toes hidden in soft socks. Her back rested against the armrest, one arm along the top of the cushion, hand hanging near her shoulder. She watched Mireya more than anything else in the room, eyes tracing the way her shoulders rose and fell, the way her jaw tensed when she focused too hard. The heater hummed through the vents overhead, pushing warm air across the open space.
Mireya stopped typing long enough to reach forward and grab the energy drink from the coffee table. The can was cold against her palm, condensation damp on the side. She tipped it back and chugged half in one go, the sugary carbonation burning the back of her throat and settling on her stomach in a hard lump. When she lowered the can, she wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and set it back down with the other two empties, the metal clinking softly.
Down the short hall, a soft sound came from the bedroom. A rustle of sheets, a low thump of a small heel tapping the mattress or the wall. Camila. Mireya’s head snapped up. Her fingers pushed into the couch cushion as she started to stand.
Sara lifted a hand, palm out, fingers spread. “Siéntate, mija,” she said. “Voy a ver cómo está.”
Mireya held her eyes for a second, then let herself sink back into the couch. “Okay,” she said quietly.
She dragged the laptop a little closer and forced her focus back to the paragraph on the screen. The words blurred for a moment, then snapped back into place as she blinked. Her fingers went back to the keys, typed a line, erased half, then typed again. Sara’s footsteps padded down the hall, then faded when she slipped into the bedroom to check on Camila.
The silence settled again. The heater clicked off. Somewhere outside, a car rolled by on the access road, tires grinding over gravel. Mireya’s phone vibrated against the coffee table, a small insistent buzz that rattled one of the empty cans beside it.
She glanced at it, then reached out and picked it up. The lock screen lit with Jordan’s name and a new message. She opened the thread. One word waited for her there, flat and dry, matching every text he’d sent all week. No joke. No question. No warmth.
Her thumb hovered over the keyboard for a heartbeat. Her mouth pulled tight. Then she shook her head and set the phone back down, this time face down, shoving it away from her notebook with a short flick of her fingers. The laptop screen pulled her back in.
Sara came back into the living room and lowered herself onto the loveseat. She let out a small breath as she settled, tucking her feet back under her. “She’s still asleep,” she said. “Just a little tossing and turning.”
“Gracias,” Mireya said, eyes still on the screen even as her shoulders eased a fraction.
Sara watched the side of her face for a moment. “How much do you have left?” she asked.
Mireya blinked, thrown. “Of what?”
Sara nodded toward the laptop. “The paper, mija.”
“Oh.” Mireya looked back at the document, at the scroll bar that showed more blank space than she liked. “A couple pages, probably.”
Sara studied her eyes, the way she kept blinking hard like she was trying to clear grit from them. “Take a break,” she said. “Estás cansada. I can see it on your face.”
“I gotta finish this by midnight tomorrow,” Mireya said.
“Then you have thirty something hours to finish a couple pages,” Sara said. “Take a break, mija.”
The math sat there, solid and immovable. Mireya knew Sara was right. The ache behind her eyes made it truer. She let out a long sigh and tipped her head back against the cushion for a second, staring up at the ceiling. “Fine,” she muttered.
“Ven acá,” Sara said.
Mireya closed the laptop halfway so the light dimmed but didn’t disappear, then slid it to the side on the couch. Her thighs felt hot where it had been resting. She stood, joints stiff from sitting too long, and walked the short distance across the rug to the loveseat.
Sara pointed at the stretch of rug in front of her. “Sit.”
Mireya sank down onto the floor with her back to the loveseat, legs crossed, knees brushing the edge of the coffee table. She rested her hands on her thighs, fingers splayed, then curled them in and out while she adjusted her weight.
Sara leaned forward and placed both hands gently on top of Mireya’s head. Her fingers slid through her hair in slow passes, smoothing. She ran her hands over her scalp a few times, feeling for where the part wanted to sit, then separated sections with patient pulls.
“You’re burning yourself out, Mireya,” Sara said.
“I’m managing,” Mireya said.
“I know,” Sara replied. “But you’re not living.”
A sound left Mireya that was half laugh, half exhausted exhale. “Lo sé,” she said. “Siento como si me estuviera muriendo.”
Sara’s fingers kept moving, sectioning off a strand on each side, crossing them over the center, pulling the braid tight enough to hold but not enough to hurt. The weight of it grew at the back of Mireya’s neck with each pass.
“I worry about you,” Sara said after a moment. “Sometimes, more than Caine. I just don’t want to see anything happen to you.”
“I’m fine,” Mireya said automatically. “Lo prometo. I just need to get through this next year then I can apply at LSUHC and I can slow down.”
“A year is a long time to wait to slow down,” Sara said.
Mireya lifted one shoulder in a small shrug and let it fall. Her hands curled into fists on her thighs, nails pressing into the fabric of her leggings. She stared at the coffee table in front of her, at the stack of articles, the half-empty can, the closed laptop, all of it sitting there waiting.
Sara smoothed a hand over the braid she’d formed so far, then went back to working it lower. “I saw tu mamá,” she said. “Have you spoken to her recently?”
Mireya shook her head. “Last month,” she said. “She wants me to let her claim Camila on her taxes but fuck her.”
Sara let out a quiet laugh that still had an edge of sympathy in it. “I can’t say I’ve never said the same thing about Maria,” she said.
Mireya’s throat tightened. “I just don’t understand what I ever did to her,” she said. “Why I’m never good enough.”
Sara’s hands stopped in the middle of the braid. The apartment went very still. The heater wasn’t running. The only sound was the faint hum of the fridge in the kitchen and the muffled traffic outside.
Then Sara leaned down, arms slipping around Mireya’s shoulders. She pulled her close, chest against Mireya’s back, and rested her cheek on top of Mireya’s head. “Lo eres,” she said softly. “Eres más que suficiente, mija.”
Mireya’s eyes burned. She reached up fast and ran her fingertips under them, wiping away the tears before they could fall all the way down her cheeks. A small laugh broke out of her as she tried to shake off how exposed she felt. “You know what you’re doing back there?” she asked, voice roughened but teasing.
Sara placed a soft kiss on the top of her head, lips brushing the place where her hair parted, then sat back again. Mireya felt her hands return to the braid.
“I know enough that you’ll have to pay me like the women you got doing your hair now,” Sara said, laughing.
~~~
Laney stood at the stove with a wooden spoon in her hand, heat from the front burner warming her face. The big pot nearest her rolled at a steady simmer, steam pushing the kitchen air heavier. Oil popped in a skillet on the back eye, cutting through the smell of onions and garlic with something sharper. A thin film of condensation clung to the lower panes of the window over the sink.
From outside, the thud of a baseball hitting leather kept cutting in. Knox’s voice called out, then Braxton answered, higher, excited. Tommy’s deeper shout followed once, giving some quick instruction Laney didn’t bother to make out. Blake’s laugh carried faintly on top of it all. Every few seconds the ball smacked into a glove again.
Taela leaned against the counter a few feet away, hip pressed to the edge, ankles crossed. Her elbows rested behind her on the laminate, palms flat. She watched Laney move between the stove and the counter with the kind of lazy focus that still registered everything. The overhead light threw a soft glow over the room, catching on the metal edges of mixing bowls and the side of the fridge.
Outside, one of the boys yelled loud enough that both women glanced toward the window. A flash of a red jacket cut across the narrow square of glass, then disappeared.
“You figure out what you’re gonna do about Claire?” Taela asked, nodding toward the glass.
Laney pulled the spoon through the pot one more time, then turned down the flame. She stepped sideways, picking up the empty bowl she’d used to mix the batter earlier. Bits of flour and egg clung to the sides. She carried it to the sink, turned the water on cold, and held it under the stream.
“I swear that motherfucker is tryin’ to have that bitch replace me,” she said.
The water beat against the bowl, knocking loose the last of the batter. Laney ran a sponge around the inside once, twice, then set the bowl upside down on the towel beside the sink. She shook the water from her fingers and went back to the stove.
“As if she could replace you,” Taela said. “As if she’d want to. That’s why she ran the first time, isn’t it?”
Laney picked the spoon back up and gave the pot another slow stir, watching the bubbles shift to make sure nothing stuck. “I ain’t never blamed her for that,” she said. “I woulda if I coulda, you know that.”
Taela’s gaze shifted from the pot to Laney’s face and back. Outside, a glove popped again, followed by Knox’s voice, calling for someone to throw it right. The rhythm of it all kept going, background to the quiet in the kitchen.
“You could get the boys in a divorce,” Taela said. “No judge’s gonna give a man who might get sent to the desert at a moment’s notice custody.”
Laney shook some of the steam away with a tilt of her head and reached for the handle of the back skillet. “I ain’t doin’ that neither,” she said.
Taela’s mouth pressed into a line. “It don’t make not a lick of sense for both of y’all to be fucking other people and staying with each other.”
Laney didn’t look up. She flipped the food in the skillet with a practiced flick of her wrist, listening for the change in sound when it settled back into the hot oil.
“I don’t know if he fuckin’ Claire,” she said.
Taela rolled her eyes, pushing off the counter a little and then letting her weight fall back against it. “He’s definitely fucking Claire,” she said. “No woman is driving here from Savannah every night just to hang out.”
Laney reached for the other pot to shift it further from the heat and her bare fingers brushed the hot metal. Pain bit in immediate and sharp.
“Shit,” she snapped, jerking her hand back.
She shook it once on instinct, then crossed to the sink fast, bumping her hip against the cabinet door on the way. She twisted the faucet handle hard toward cold and jammed her fingers under the stream. The shock made her suck in a breath. Red bloomed across the skin where it had touched the pot.
“I just need her to fuck off,” she said, staring at her hand under the water. “I feel like he’s usin’ this as a way to get back at me. For Caine.”
The name hung there. Outside, the ball hit a glove with a hollow smack. One of the boys whooped.
Taela shook her head. “More reason to just get a fucking divorce, Laney,” she said. “It’s been almost ten years. You think this is going to get better?”
Laney didn’t answer her right away. She shut off the water, shaking the drops from her fingers, then reached for a dish towel and wrapped it around her hand, pressing gently. The stove hissed behind her, still working. She glanced over her shoulder to make sure nothing was about to burn, then turned back.
Before she could speak, there was a knock at the front door. It was more of a quick rap than a full knock, and the door handle turned right after. The hinges creaked and the door opened.
“Knock, knock,” Gabrielle called, poking her head in before stepping fully into the entryway.
Laney lifted her chin toward her. “Come on,” she said, waving her in with her good hand.
Gabrielle walked in carrying a paper grocery bag, one arm wrapped around it to keep it steady. The cold outside clung to her clothes and hair for a second before the warmth of the kitchen washed over it. She crossed to the counter and set the bag down with a soft thud, the top folding open just enough to show the edges of vegetables inside.
“Your mama told me to bring this to you,” she said. “Your daddy and Caleb are back there talking business and you know how they get.”
Laney left the towel wrapped around her fingers and walked over. She pulled the top of the bag open wider and looked inside. Green bell peppers and a small sack of potatoes sat on top, heavy and familiar.
“Thanks,” she said.
She glanced toward Taela, then back to Gabrielle, lifting her chin between them. “Y’all met before, right?”
Taela nodded. “I was at their wedding, remember?”
Gabrielle’s face brightened in recognition. “And when we went to Pensacola that one time right when me and Caleb started dating,” she said.
Laney snorted, the sound cutting through some of the heaviness that had been sitting in her chest. “The time that Taela almost drowned ’cause she was drinkin’ too much,” she said.
Taela huffed out a laugh. “There are a lot of times that I almost drowned from drinking too much,” she said. “It’s just par for the course at this point.”
Laney rolled her eyes and turned back toward the stove, switching the burner under the skillet a notch lower. Gabrielle laughed, the sound quick and bright in the space.
“I hope I wasn’t interrupting y’all,” Gabrielle said.
Laney waved her wrapped hand through the air like she was brushing the thought away. “We was just talkin’ ’bout kids,” she said. “Nothin’ important.”
Gabrielle looked over at Taela, eyes softening. “Oh, right,” she said. “You just had your first. Congratulations.”
“Thank you,” Taela said. “I know I still look like I’m pregnant.”
“Please,” Gabrielle said. “You look great. I keep telling Caleb it’s time for us to have some, but all that sitting down he does at work, those swimmers might not work anymore.”
Laney let out a real laugh at that, glancing back over her shoulder. “Better tell him to start goin’ for runs then,” she said.
“Only thing Caleb runs is his mouth,” Taela said.
“And my last nerve,” Gabrielle added.
The three of them laughed, the sound filling the kitchen and spreading out toward the window where the boys kept throwing the ball.
~~~
Caine lay on his back in the dark of his bedroom, the ceiling fan moving a slow circle overhead. The light from the hallway was off, so the only glow in the room came from the small crack under the door and the faint strip of orange from the parking lot lights pressing through the blinds. Camila was stretched across his chest, her small body heavy and warm. One of her hands rested against his collarbone, fingers loose, her breath puffing out in soft little bursts that lifted and fell against his T-shirt.
On his other side, Mireya had slipped into the space that was already shaped to her. Her leg was thrown over his, bare skin against his shin. Her head rested on his other shoulder, hair spilling across his arm, the braid Sara had done earlier still holding. Her arm was draped across his stomach and part of her phone was trapped under her forearm, pressed against the mattress.
They’d fallen into it without talking. He’d carried Camila in from the living room after she’d gone limp against him, her curls damp from her bath, lashes already heavy. Mireya had pulled the covers down, and when he lay back, she just followed, folding into him. The same as always. No discussion. No plan. Just gravity.
He stared up at the fan and let his hand rest at Camila’s back, feeling the slow climb and fall. He knew every part of that weight. The way her head fit under his chin. The way Mireya’s knee caught the outside of his thigh.
Mireya lay there with her cheek against his shoulder, eyes open in the dark. The room was quiet, the kind of quiet that came late when even the neighbors had run out of things to do. She could hear the hum of the fridge in the kitchen and the faint buzz of the heater kicking on again. All of it ran under the sound of Caine’s heartbeat under Camila’s ear and the deeper pull of his lungs. Her leg tightened around his once, loosening again.
Every time she ended up here, they slid into the same shape. His chest under Camila. His shoulder under her face. Her leg slung over him, like her body didn’t believe they were broken up even if her mouth kept saying they were.
Under her arm, her phone buzzed. The vibration pressed into the mattress and into her forearm. She shifted, careful not to jostle Camila. Her hip rolled back just enough to free her arm. Caine’s shoulder dipped under her for a second, then settled again.
She slid her hand down the sheets until her fingers closed around the phone. The screen lit up, blue light cutting against the dark. She squinted and lifted it, angling it so it didn’t shine in Camila’s face.
The group chat sat at the top of the notifications. She opened it with a thumb.
Alejandra had texted first.
One of y’all hoes missing money. Mireya.
Another bubble followed right under it.
We got a private to work.
Bianca had answered.
Jas gonna be missing money too without her partner in crime.
A third bubble had popped up from Jaslene.
More than money.
Mireya’s mouth tugged at the corner. She snorted once under her breath, the sound brief and quiet so it didn’t shake Camila. She pressed her thumb to Jaslene’s line and sent a small heart up over it, the reaction floating next to the words. Then she let the chat sit. The others could talk it through.
Beside her, between her shoulder and his rib cage, Caine’s phone started to vibrate against the mattress. He shifted his arm just enough to reach across himself, lifting his hand off Camila’s back for a moment. She didn’t stir. He dug under the edge of the pillow until he found the phone, pulled it out, and tilted the screen toward him.
Laney’s name sat at the top. A short line under it. Nothing heavy.
His mouth pulled into a small smile. He typed a quick reply with his thumb. When the message sent, he watched the bubbles blink, then disappear. He locked the phone and let it drop to his side, then set it on the nightstand without reaching far.
Mireya’s fingers went up to her hair. She slid them along the length of the braid, following the path Sara had made earlier in the living room. It had loosened some, but the pattern was still there, tight enough to hold. She flipped it over her shoulder so it lay across her chest, the end landing near Camila’s arm. For a second she just looked at it in the faint light, feeling the way it tugged at her scalp where it started.
She lifted her head a little off his shoulder. “I have something to tell you,” she said.
Caine’s fingers stilled on Camila’s back. He turned his head on the pillow until he could see her face.
“Dime,” he said.
Mireya dropped her gaze to Camila. The little girl’s lips were parted, breath steady. Her curls were spread over Caine’s chest and across the top of his shirt. There was a softness to her face that never lasted when it was just one of them alone with her. It only showed up like this, when all three of them were there.
She looked back up at him. The words sat heavy on her tongue for a second.
“I’m seeing someone,” she said.
Her hand tightened slightly on the sheet. A part of her waited for him to jerk his chest up, to shift Camila off, to raise his voice. She caught her own breath waiting.
“I know,” Caine said.
She blinked. Her eyebrows pulled together. “Your mamá told you?”
He shook his head once against the pillow. “I figured it out months ago,” he said. “Always looking at your phone, smiling and shit.”
She thought about the way she’d caught herself grinning at texts from Trell in the middle of the day, or at some stupid line from Jordan. The way her thumbs moved quicker when it was one of them. She hadn’t thought he was paying attention. Her eyes searched his face in the dim light.
“You don’t care?” she asked.
“I ain’t say that,” he said. “I said I knew. I know we can’t be together.”
The words landed flat between them. Camila slept on, keeping the weight of both of them pressed into the same mattress. Mireya’s gaze dropped back to the line of his shirt, to the rise and fall under their daughter.
“Yeah,” she said.
Caine let the quiet hang there for a moment. His hand went back to moving on Camila’s back, slow circles, the pattern as steady as his breathing.
“I have something to tell you, too,” he said.
Her eyes came back up to his. The room held still.
“Me too,” Caine said.
“La mujer de la Iglesia,” Mireya said.
His mouth twitched. He nodded.
“How’d you know?” he asked.
“The way she looks at you,” Mireya said. “She’s married, isn’t she?”
He nodded again.
Mireya snorted, the sound low in her throat. “Somos gente jodida,” she said.
Caine’s chest shook under Camila. He laughed, just enough to break the tightness that had settled in his shoulders.
“Should we not be laying in bed together then?” she asked, watching him.
He lifted one shoulder as much as he could with their daughter asleep on him. “We weren’t worried about that before, were we?” he said. “What difference it make now?”
Mireya let out a breath and rolled onto her back for a second, her leg still hooked over his. She turned her head toward the door. Through the crack, she could see the faint wash of light from across the hall. It hit the far wall in a long, soft rectangle, pale against the dark. Sara was still up in the second bedroom. TV on. Light bleeding under the door.
Mireya rolled back toward Caine and tipped her chin toward the little girl on his chest. “Trae a Camila a tu mamá,” she said.
A smile spread across Caine’s face, slow but clear in the low light. He slid his hand from Camila’s back to her side, easing his arm out without jolting her. Then he shifted his weight, scooting down and to the side, careful not to let her head loll too far. She murmured once in her sleep but didn’t wake.
He gathered her up against his chest, one arm under her legs, the other supporting her back, and swung his feet over the edge of the bed. The floor was cool when he set them down. He stood, moved around the edge of the mattress, and headed for the doorway. The light from the hall caught the side of his face as he opened the door and stepped out, his shadow passing over the wall before he crossed the hallway toward Sara’s room.
Left alone on the bed, Mireya reached for her phone again. She picked it up to toss it onto the nightstand. The screen lit as she lifted it, another notification sliding down from the top.
Trell.
The text preview sat there, waiting.
She didn’t open it. Her thumb swiped the notification away before she could read more than his name. She told herself she’d get to it later and set the phone down on the nightstand, face down, then let her hand fall back to the empty space where Caine and Camila had been.