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by Soapy » 22 Oct 2025, 09:49
Season 2, Episode 5
The controller remained in Brice’s hands although the game had been paused for nearly an hour. His attention was instead on the laptop propped up on the arm of the couch, where three guys on their YouTube channel were reacting to Notre Dame’s top-ranked recruiting class. It wasn’t that long ago that Brice would watch those same types of videos as a fan — excited about which new jersey he might be buying in the fall, or debating with his father about the best recruit they’d landed. It was an even shorter time ago that he dreamed his own highlights might one day play in the background of a video just like this.
“In the NIL and transfer portal era, you try not to get excited about freshman quarterbacks — especially ones that aren’t going to play — but there’s just a lot to like about Pettigrew, the way he’s able to really push the ball downfield. He really does have all the traits.”
Brice kept watching, his face emotionless, his mind numb. It felt like one of those dreams where the world keeps moving while you’re frozen in place. Somewhere in the recess of his mind he was screaming — angry, disappointed, sad — but the prevailing feeling was emptiness.
“You finish with your schoolwork for the morning?”
Tom’s voice pulled Brice out of the haze. Brice blinked, looking up at his dad before setting the controller aside.
“Not yet,” he said honestly. He hadn’t even started.
Tom moved into the kitchen, grabbing a cup of overnight oats. He couldn’t see the screen, but he could hear the video — voices dissecting the kind of future his son was supposed to have.
“Get dressed,” Tom told him, tossing the cup in the sink.
“For what?”
...
“Where can I find Detective Brunson?”
“His office is down the hall, to your right,” the clerk said without looking up. The station buzzed around her, phones ringing, printers humming — life moving on.
Connie nodded, relieved the woman didn’t recognize her face. She walked down the hall slowly, her breath tight in her chest. Every step brought back flashes of that night — the cold floor, the questions, the shame she could never quite name. Now, as the details sharpened with time, she both welcomed and resented the clarity. If only things had been clearer then, before she’d spoken to the police a second time. Maybe things would’ve gone differently. Maybe she’d feel less… complicit. A part of her almost wished the fog would return.
She reached the end of the hall and peeked into both corner offices. Empty. The urge to turn back surged inside her — to tell herself that she’d tried, that it was enough. The same hollow rationalization that had carried her through so many disappointments. That’s it? That’s all you can do?
“Detective Brunson,” she called out as she saw him cutting across the station, a stack of folders tucked under his arm.
He turned, recognizing her instantly, and gave a curt nod.
“Do you have a moment?”
“I’ve got court in about thirty minutes,” he sighed. “Can we do this later?”
She couldn’t face the thought of coming back. Couldn’t summon the strength again.
“I’ll be quick,” she said softly.
He gestured for her to follow.
Connie sat across from him, hands clasped tight in her lap. The words she’d rehearsed all morning dissolved somewhere between her chest and her throat. Just say the truth, she thought. Just get it out.
“I want to drop the charges against Brice,” she blurted, as if the words might lift something from her.
“Well, first, there were never charges,” Brunson said, brows furrowing. “It was just an inquiry. And DA Campbell already concluded the investigation. I thought you two spoke already?”
“No—who is DA Campbell?”
“The district attorney for the county,” he clarified. “Her office would’ve been prosecuting the case, but she called this morning. Said she reviewed everything and won’t be moving forward.”
Connie blinked, unsure how to feel. Relief didn’t come. Neither did peace.
“So,” she said quietly, “this is over?”
Brunson nodded once before checking his watch. The silence between them stretched. Connie stood to leave, her legs heavy, her chest hollow. She had imagined this moment would bring something — closure, redemption, something. But instead it felt like that delivery room all those years ago, when the nurse carried her baby away and she lay there staring at the ceiling, waiting for a feeling that never came.
That’s it? she thought again. That’s really it?
...
“It accentuates the steak!”
“No, it doesn’t,” Brice shook his head. “If it’s a good steak, you don’t need any of that.”
“I need to bring you on my next trip to Chicago,” Tom said between bites. “You haven’t had it done right.”
“I don’t need a bunch of char in my mouth,” Brice laughed. “I don’t care where I’m at.”
The sound of his son’s laughter made Tom pause mid-bite. He hadn’t heard that sound in weeks. The day had been good for Brice — slow, steady, like the thawing of something long frozen. They’d spent the morning at the gun range, checked out a rig Tom was considering for his fleet, then went suit shopping for a friend’s wedding. Brice had been quiet at first, but now he was laughing again. It was a sound Tom didn’t realize how much he missed.
The phone buzzed on the table. Brice’s eyes caught the caller ID.
“Hey, Malc,” Tom said, picking up. “Yeah… alright, thanks for the update. No, I appreciate it. Okay.”
He hung up and exhaled, setting his phone down beside his plate. He chewed another bite to buy time.
“Everything’s good?” Brice asked, careful, almost afraid to hope.
“They closed the investigation,” Tom said, knocking his knuckles lightly against the table. “No charges.”
“Wait, really?” Brice’s face lit up.
“Yeah. Malcolm just got the call from one of his guys at the DA’s office.” Tom rubbed his temples.
“Isn’t that… good?” Brice asked, noticing his father’s frustration.
“It’s a fucking day late,” Tom muttered, catching himself. “But yeah, it’s good news.”
Brice nodded slowly. The meaning sank in. Early Signing Day had already come and gone.
“Look, this is good,” Tom said, shifting gears. “We can move on now. Guys transfer all the time. Without this hanging over you, coaches are going to come calling.”
“Not Notre Dame though.”
“Things could change,” Tom said. “And even if not, so what? You can build your own legacy somewhere else. They’re not the only good program in the country. This is exciting, okay, you can really go through your recruitment, check out other schools and find out where you want to go.
“I know where I want to go,” Brice said quietly. “But I can’t because of all this bullshit.”
Tom shot him a look.
“Sorry,” Brice said quickly. “It’s just… frustrating.”
“I know,” Tom softened. “But this is life, son. Things happen. You look back, you ask yourself how you could’ve handled it better.”
“But Dad, I didn’t—”
“I know,” Tom said, raising his hands. “But look at what led to it. Guys like us, people want to be around us. They’ll take a lot just to stay close. Don’t take that for granted. Don’t take advantage of people. Because when you do, or even when people think you do, it doesn’t matter if it’s true or not — it sticks.”
He paused, watching his son. The guilt crept into his voice even as he tried to sound firm.
“You get one mulligan,” Tom said finally. “The next one might not come.”
Brice nodded, eyes down on his plate. Tom reached for his glass, wishing the lesson didn’t have to come this way — that his past hadn’t delayed things, that the price his son paid hadn’t been so steep. But all he could do now was teach, guide, and hope Brice understood what he hadn’t yet found the courage to admit: some of this was on him, too.