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by Soapy » 24 Jan 2025, 19:24
Big Fish Theory - Episode 8
Keshawn rose up, squaring his shoulders as he got around the imaginary defender and extended his arms out as he flicked his wrist, shooting the ball towards the basket but it clanked out yet again.
“I’m not asking for the world here,” Coach Bronstein seethed, grabbing the rebound and firing a pass towards Keshawn chest, “Again.”
He went through the same motions again, going between his legs in front of the cones before coming off an imaginary screen, sizing up his imaginary defender before driving towards the basket, switching hands on the dribble, turning the corner and rising up for a shot.
“Jesus, boychik,” Coach Bronstein shook his head, “Should we just start the entire workout over?”
Keshawn slapped his hands together in frustration, letting his head hang low as he jogged back towards the first cone, awaiting for the ball in anticipation of going through the drill once more.
“You got any tests today? Some big quiz?” Coach Bronstein asked his star player as he continued to examine his face. Being a part time psychologist was part of being a coach.
“No, coach,” Keshawn shook his head, bracing himself for an even longer workout than usual to start the day. His morning was already off to a hectic start with the impact of his tweet already being felt. Coaches from Pepperdine, Santa Clara, Loyola and the likes were blowing up his phone, trying to get him to reconsider his position. His friends, even those from Thornwood that acted like he stopped existing, were reaching out to congratulate him. And yet there was still a collect call that he was dreading.
“Shower up and meet me in the parking lot,” Coach Bronstein commanded, letting the ball roll to Keshawn’s feet.
…
Keshawn was no stranger to luxury but even he had to stop his jaw from hitting the floor as they drove up the never-ending marble driveway. Even from the front, the enormity yet simplicity of the house was breathtaking, far grander than what Keshawn expected when he got into Coach Bronstein’s ten-year old Lexus.
He knew little about Coach Bronstein, mostly from the locker room chatter that he was a legendary high school coach in the area that was an assistant in college and the pros for a little while before retiring over a decade ago. None of that would explain the mansion that was sitting in front of Keshawn as he got out of the car.
“You’re a young person,” Coach Bronstein commented as he shook his head at the other parked car in the driveway, a sleek Audi, “Wouldn’t you want to live on campus and I don’t know, actually stay there?”
“I guess,” Keshawn shrugged, a bit confused by it all.
“I guess there are worse places to be,” Coach Bronstein laughed to himself as he opened up the door to the spacious home, artfully decorated by an interior designer surely, “You’ve got company!”
Keshawn expected to see Coach Bronstein’s wife, who he had seen at the games before but instead it was a petite blonde. She sat at the marble island in the heart of the kitchen, sunlight streaming through floor-to-ceiling windows, gilding her golden hair in soft waves. Her complexion was radiant, kissed by a warmth that hinted at a life spent near the ocean.
“Hey Papa,” she looked up, scooping up a handful of granolas as she tossed them into her mouth.
“Playing hooky today?” Coach Bronstein teased, leaning over and kissing her on the forehead before grabbing two water bottles from the refrigerator, tossing one to Keshawn.
“No one calls it that anymore,” she shook her head as she examined Keshawn, trying to determine his purpose. Her sea-green eyes, sharp yet inviting, flicked briefly to the window, reflecting the shimmering Pacific beyond.
“We’ll be out of your hair,” Coach Bronstein laughed, “Boychick, this is my granddaughter, Esther.”
“Nadia,” she quickly corrected him, accompanying it with a death stare before making brief eye contact with Keshawn.
“I forget,” he held his hands to his heart, “Nadia, this is Keshawn, he plays for your uncle’s team.”
“Isn’t it your team too?” she asked, never letting her gaze linger on Keshawn for too long.
“I just stay out the way,” Coach Bronstein smiled, giving her another kiss on the forehead, “If you’re still here when Nina is back, tell her I’m out on the boat.”
“You can text her that, you know that, right?”
“Why would I do that when I have my own personal messenger?” Coach Bronstein joked, “Esther—I’m sorry, Nadia here is a freshman at UCLA, boychick. I don’t know, maybe you guys will be running into each other next year, spending study hall together or something. If she ever actually goes.”
“You’re going to UCLA?” she asked, addressing Keshawn for the first time, which froze him up for a few seconds.
“I don’t know about that,” Keshawn blushed, “They really haven’t spoken to me since the summer and I think they sent that letter to every kid in the state.”
“I wouldn’t worry about that,” Coach Bronstein assured him as he grabbed a set of keys that were hanging on a hook near the kitchen along with a jacket, “Don’t have too much fun without us, Nadia.”
…
The acrid smell of motor oil and burnt rubber permeated the air as Loraine stepped into the garage. She navigated her way between hulking vehicles propped up on hydraulic lifts, her eyes scanning for a familiar face. Sweat beaded on her brow in the oppressive heat, the air thick with the scent of gasoline and sweat.
"Excuse me," she called out to a burly man wiping his hands on a rag, "I'm looking for Dro. Is he here?"
The mechanic jerked his thumb towards the back of the shop without a word. Loraine nodded her thanks and pressed on, her determined stride belying the anxiety churning in her stomach. As she rounded a corner, she finally spotted Dro's frame silhouetted against the harsh glare of a welding torch.
He was deep in conversation with Fat Stacks, their heads bent close together as they examined something on a battered cell phone. Fat Stacks' booming laugh cut through the din of the shop, but Dro's expression remained impassive, his eyes hard and calculating.
"Dro?" Loraine called out, her voice wavering slightly.
Both men's heads snapped up at the sound of her voice. Recognition flashed across Dro's face, quickly replaced by a guarded wariness. Fat Stacks' eyes squinted as he tried to place her face.
"You Keshawn’s momma, right?" Fat Stacks asked, stuffing his phone into his pocket.
Dro silenced him with a sharp look before turning back to Loraine. "Neph, give us a minute," he said, his voice low and gravelly.
Stacks raised his hands in mock surrender, a grin growing on his face. "Aight, aight. I know when I ain't wanted. I’ll politic with you later."
Dro waited until Fat Stacks was out of earshot before addressing Loraine, his posture tense and wary. "I already squared you away, girl. Don’t worry about the interest, consider that a friends and family discount.
Loraine took a deep breath, steeling herself for the conversation ahead. The air between them crackled with unspoken history and long-buried emotions. She met Dro's gaze unflinchingly, “I know and thank you so much but—”
“I’m going to stop you there,” he took a seat on a nearby bench, “Wherever this conversation is heading, I can tell you by the end of it, none of us gonna be happy about it.”
“It’s for Elijah, Dro. He’s got a potential early release coming up and I can’t afford to cut any corners with a public D.A.”
“I thought you had folks doing pro bono or something.”
“They dropped us,” she explained, “It’s a long story but I need just enough to get through some consultations, a retainer and then I can figure out a payment plan for the lawyers.”
“At which point, you’d need a payment plan to pay back said loan,” Dro scoffed, “You’re smarter than this, Raine. I mean, it ain’t like he got new evidence or something for an appeal. An early release hearing? Shit, a crackhead can be his lawyer for that. The judge done made his mind up that morning by the time he’s having his breakfast. You just wasting bread at that point.”
“Maybe, but I can’t risk it,” she was adamant, “It ain’t like I ain’t good for it.”
“I know you are, which is the problem,” Dro countered, “You’re gonna kill yourself trying to pay me back and end up worse off than you is right now. He’s not even in a dangerous module or nothing, he gonna be fine.”
“Do you grill everyone that asks you for a loan? Make sure it’s a wise decision on their part?” she sucked her teeth, “I don’t see why none of this shit matter. You don’t run the crackhead’s credit report when you selling dope.”
“You’re real funny, you know that?” Dro peeled himself off the bench, “The answer is no, take that shit somewhere else.”
“Come on,” Loraine pleaded, “I just need enough for the retainer.”
“You know me well enough to know I ain’t budging,” he shook his head, “Or has it been that long?”
“Fine,” Loraine's face hardened, her jaw clenching as she fought back tears of frustration. She spun around, her footsteps echoing through the garage as she stormed towards the exit.
As she neared the doorway, a hulking figure stepped into her path. Fat Stacks loomed before her, his eyes, usually cold and calculating, now held a spark of interest.
"Yo, hold up a sec," he said, his voice a low rumble. "I couldn't help but overhear your situation."
Loraine tensed, her hand instinctively tightening on her purse strap. "I don’t have a situation," she snapped, attempting to sidestep him.
Fat Stacks raised his hands in a placating gesture, a sly grin spreading across his face. "I'm just trying to help out a fellow member of the community, you feel me? I can front you that bread, it don’t matter to me. A loan is a loan and I know you Dro people so whatever rate he gave you before, I’m willing to honor it.”
…
The gentle rocking of the boat lulled Keshawn into a state of tranquility he hadn't felt in months. The sun hung low on the horizon, painting the sky in a breathtaking array of oranges and pinks that reflected off the calm Pacific waters.
Coach Bronstein stood at the helm, his weathered hands confidently guiding the sleek vessel through the water. The coach's usually intense demeanor had softened throughout the day, replaced by a relaxed, almost paternal air.
"You know, boychik," Coach Bronstein began, his voice barely audible above the gentle lapping of waves against the hull, "I might need to make you my new co-captain. My sons, they always wanna blare some music or want to go fishing or drink a bunch of beers while we’re out here. You’re cool with just hanging out, not doing nothing. Your generation needs more of that. "
Keshawn nodded, his eyes fixed on the horizon that led to nowhere and everywhere. The day had been a welcome respite from the chaos of his life - no buzzing phones, no expectations, just the open water and Coach Bronstein's surprisingly easy company.
"I've been meaning to ask you," Coach Bronstein continued, his tone casual but his eyes sharp as he studied Keshawn's face, "Stewie told me you’re thinking of Howard. They’ve got a solid program.”
Keshawn's shoulders tensed slightly, the peaceful mood suddenly tainted by the reminder of his looming decision. He sighed, running a hand over his face. "I don't know, Coach. I don’t know why I tweeted that. I mean, I do, and I do like Howard and Texas Southern but I don’t know, just wanted to make a decision I guess, help bring some finality to it.”
“Narrowing your choices always makes it easier,” Coach Bronstein agreed, “Like I said, I can’t speak too much for Southern but Howard is…they’re legit. Certainly offers something…different than those other schools.”
“I don’t know, I feel like I can make a big impact going to a school like Howard.”
“You certainly can,” Coach Bronstein chimed in, “I’m not going to be one of those that act like our plight is the same but in a lot of ways, I can relate to what you’re going through. If I had the opportunity to do the same thing coming out of high school, if there was like some top Jewish programs or something, maybe I’d have gone. I don’t know, my mother certainly would have loved it, God bless her soul.”
“Exactly,” Keshawn found comfort in Coach Bronstein’s words, “Why not put on for your people, right?”
“I’m too old to act like I know what ‘put on’ means but I can tell you this. You’d be doing a lot of good for your community by going to a school like Howard and they’ll prop you up and you’ll inspire a lot of other kids to do something similar.”
“I feel like a ‘but’ is coming,” Keshawn leaned in, resting his elbows on his legs.
"I’m not saying money is everything and it certainly isn’t but financial freedom? Financial power? It’s the only way to make change, boychick,” Coach Bronstein explained, “Sure, you can be a figurehead at Howard or Southern or any other school really but do you even remember the name of that five-star kid that went there a few years ago?”
“Not really,” Keshawn scoffed.
“Bounced around in the G-League last I checked,” Coach Bronstein shrugged, “I’m not saying that’s your path or you’ll not make it if you go to Howard or any of those schools but make the decision that’s right for you and your family. You’ll have the rest of your life to be an activist but for now? Maximize your talent and your earning potential. Trust me on that, boychick.”
…
Angela leaned against Vic’s car, her breath visible in the crisp night air. She pulled her jacket tighter around her body, bouncing on the balls of her feet to keep warm.
Angela's heart quickened as she heard the doors burst open, spilling out a stream of excited fans and players. She scanned the faces, searching for Vic. Finally, she spotted him, walking with his head down, his gym bag slung over his shoulder. As he approached, Angela's smile faded. The furrow in Vic's brow and the tight set of his jaw told her something was wrong.
"Hey, baby," she called out, trying to inject some cheer into her voice. "Great game out there tonight, you were killing it.”
Vic grunted in response, barely looking up as he reached the car. He tossed his bag into the backseat with more force than necessary, the thud echoing in the near-empty lot.
Angela's brow furrowed. "You okay?”
Vic whirled around, his eyes flashing with anger. "Yeah, I’m straight.”
“You sure?”
“I ain’t getting into it with you right now, I promise I’m not.”
Angela took a step back. "What are you talking about?"
"Don't act like you don't know," Vic spat. "This whole Howard and Texas Southern thing? That's got your fingerprints all over it."
"Excuse me?" Angela's voice rose, indignation coloring her tone. "What are you even talking about right now?”
"You've been in Keshawn's ear for months, filling his head with all this 'Black excellence' talk. And now he's throwing away his shot at playing for a high major and for what? Some misguided sense of loyalty to fucking Black people?"
Angela's eyes widened, her own anger rising to match Vic's. "Misguided? Are you serious right now? There's nothing misguided about wanting to support HBCUs. And I didn't force Keshawn to do anything. He made his own decision. I didn’t even know he was going to do that."
"Yeah, right," Vic scoffed. "Just like I 'made my own decision' to stay here. You're always manipulating, always pushing your agenda."
"My agenda?" Angela's voice cracked with disbelief. "You mean caring about our community? Wanting to see us succeed on our own terms?"
"No, I mean you thinking you know what's best for everyone else," Vic shot back. "You always gotta fucking control everything.”
“If that ain’t the motherfucking pot calling the kettle black,” she scoffed, “You practically smothered that boy all last year!”
“Smothered?! I kept that motherfucker head on his shoulders,” he countered, “Why you think no one ever jumped him or stole some shit from him? You think shit is just that sweet for a lame ass nigga like him? Motherfuckers can smell pussy from a mile away if it wasn’t for me.”
“Anyway, what is this fucking bullshit about be making you stay here? You’re the one that wanted to go to this bigot ass school.”
“Bullshit,” Vic sucked his teeth, “It was always us going to school together in LA with you at CDU and me at wherever-the-fuck because it’s always been about you and what your fucking vision is.”
“Don’t blame me for your shortcomings,” she grabbed her purse from car, “I’ve had enough of that in my life!”